just realized that I’m a fucking, procrastinating-all-the-life idiot. fuck. going to write it down in my diary, good that nobody actually cares about this blog.
won’t complain, will WORK HARD TO BE DIFFERENT, AT LEAST A LITTLE BIT.
this is the resolution. and the taste of making it true will be the best ever.
I’M NOT OKAY WITH WHAT I’M LIKE, FUCKING NEED TO DO SOMETHING!
need a change… so badly
you know that feeling, bro? that special feeling in this special moment when you realize there is only one thing left that you’re absolutely sure you need to do just to live happily.
and you have to keep doing it. no matter what. always.
i need a bigger obsession.
or maybe it’s because of my half imaginary period. don’t know.